I have already mentioned this stuff in a thread before on her birthday, but I wanted to re-submit my positive and negative feelings about Aaron and let the mononofus here witness/react/comment about my POV (Note: You all don't have to feel force to respond, I just wanted to my feelings to be share by the same people who loves them so Momoclo). With that said, here are my personal feelings about Ms. Ayaka Sasaki:

Positive: As I have admitted, she is the one member of Momoiro Clover Z I am the most attracted to (with Kanako being a the “perfect match” for me). She's undeniably dedicated to her job, has a high professionalism, and (overall) seems to be as sweet a person as her persona/character seems to potray (minus the pranks/mean gestures to her own crew).Not to mention, she can be very funny and clutsy at times (do I have to mention the mirror incident, LOL)!!! Plus, with her being the "idol" in the group, I find her to be the Most Gorgeous member of MCZ (even though her companions deserves just about as much praise for their Beauty), and knows how to make folks feel happy! Finally, she is a sensational performer, and her singing vocals (despite having problems, which I'll get to soon) just makes you want to hug and squeeze the hearts out of her sheer head. This lady is the embodiment of KAWAII!!!

Negative: Unfortunately though, that is my main problem with Aarin: She also is the embodiment of all the negative aspects of idols (not just in Japan, but also in Western countries). The reason for this is mainly her being the "idol" of Momoclo (as well as being the girlist member), who is branded as the "Playfully SEXY" idol. Most of the reasons on why idols like 1D, JB, Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato and Ariana Grande get highly ostracized and critique are also SIMILAR reasons for outsiders to dislike Aarin. So loving her would be SIMILAR to the fans of the idols that I mentioned loving those idols as well (even if Ayaka's character is a satire), and those fans have been mocked/ridiculed/bullied/judged/etc for being such fans of idos who they believe are horrible/trash/overrated/undeserving/etc. The reasons for this reaction is because (according to those opposers): Their singing voices are terrible/below average, the idols are fake with their attitudes and are really mean/horrible people, and are only successful because they use their looks/sexuality to have fans feeling happy and/or in love with these Western idols. Ayaka singing IMO is the worst among the girls, and she does have a tendecy to play cruel joke on her companions (remember Momoka and the birds). Finally, although she doesn't appeal with sexuality like those idols, still posses those "Playfully Sexy" qualities, especially when she did it at a young age starting at age 12. A perfect example would be that cream-cake outfit she wore at Haru no Ichidaiji 2011 and Yokohama 2012 All Star when she peformed Datte Aarin, where she wore stockings and revealed her full belly while having a striptease like dance/moment during the middle of the song, AT AGES 14 & 15. Imagine me as a 21 year old (or anyone older) watching those 2 performances and trying to covince folks that we enjoyed those performances while admitting we were not turned on by her sexual antics.....Yeah, No one will believe us (at least, no one have believed it when I try to explain it to them).

Yet, even though she's the biggest representative to why idols are frowned upon in the music business among the group, and her color is my least favorite amongst the group members' colors (I do like pink, but I just don't posses any pink products since it's never was my style), I still just feel so adored and loving towards this young woman. So in the end, I (unforunately) stand as one of those "idol" fans who get bullied/judged/teased for saying that this "Playfully Sexy" member is the one I feel more drawn to than the others But what am I suppose to do when I feel this attracted to a gorgeous young woman?

And that was my POV of Ayaka Sasaki!